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I've been strange. I don't know why, really, all I know is that everything has been making me sad or angry. All the time. I haven't been able to function in groups of 5 or more close friends. I'm fine if they're strangers.. everything is so strange, I just need to go home.
In short: being forgotten, gin and juice, leaving and lying face down in my bed, running away down the stairs, crumbs (not mine) in my bed, blisters, 2 morning crits, searching=failing, watching flirtation, i hate feeling obligated to tell people what i'm doing all the time, boxed wine, boxed wine in tupperware, Lucy!, longing for my dance classes (almost crying about it), redness, nice texts, i don't want to be one of them, i'm sorry but i shouldn't be.

I had an individual critique today with my perfectly hilarious 3D teacher, Jonathan Bonner, and it made my terrible/strange day infinitely better. I'm not going to relay exactly what he said, but it was just so.. nevermind. It was good, great, grand. He said that he got the same thing from my work that he gets from that of Kiki Smith (who I love), which is funny because my friend Anna's teacher said almost the same thing to her.
Kiki Smith:





Bonus:
video by Jonathan Bonner