religion

Recently I've been constantly tormented by the idea of religion. I don't completely understand how I can be so drawn to religious stories, imagery, and ideas without having even the slightest speck of anything religious in my upbringing. I can't even truthfully say that I believe in anything fully at this point, yet reading and viewing the spiritual interpretations of others always makes me wish I did. Maybe my interest in religion comes from the lack of it in my life so far. Perhaps I need to uselessly spend countless hours browsing saint indexes just to break even... Ah well, all I know is that I honestly (oh, honesty...) want to believe in something, something I haven't found just yet.

and maybe never will.